Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Life is a beautiful struggle

"And the harsh reality of life is that you are going to hurt. You're going to cry over a silly boy - your heart's going to be broken. But you have to pull yourself together so people don't see how vulnerable you are. Once people see vulnerability, they take advantage of you. And the whole process starts all over again."

"Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt."

"Realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That's life. The confusion and fear? That's there to remind you, that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for."

These quotes is how i have been feeling lately...i am in so much pain lately i was dating someone for 5 months, things were always rocky with us but we usually made it through...after a few months we just were always fighting i was getting jealous and we lived about an hour and a half away so i was always tripping on what he was doin..we finally broke up in december.
I have been so hurt and so sad and feel like nothing will ever be the same without nick.

I know i will be okay again it will just take some time and i know a broken heart is the worst kinda pain but i am a strong girl i will make it, just need my friends and family to be here for me and not to judge me for all the mistakes i have made..no one is perfect we all do silly things at times. Just wanna be the girl i used to be and be happy again!



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